Boys Suck

     It seems like the only time I write in here is when I’m upset over a boy…Dave…the guy that was supposed to be waiting for me here in Tbay and I just had a talk…

 

hey whenever you get this I just wanted to tell you that I might be coming a few days later than I thought

11/04/2008
 
2:46:38 AM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
you awake?

05/05/2008
 
10:18:52 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
hi

19/05/2008
 
11:54:23 AM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
so what happened to calling me?

19/05/2008
 
11:59:19 AM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
I guess you didnt’ want ur second chance?

19/05/2008
 
1:17:19 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
no i di want it

19/05/2008
 
1:17:29 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
but then u never msg’d me or nothing after we talked bout that

19/05/2008
 
1:17:57 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
and its been a while since we had that talk to so yea i didnt know what was up

19/05/2008
 
1:18:38 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
and i met someone so ytea…….. im sorry it worked out this way girl, but i really never did lie to u, i was true and honest

19/05/2008
 
1:19:25 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
well I meant what I said and I’m here in Tbay now, you never messaged me or made an effort other than to say that you wanted me, your actions never followed ur words

19/05/2008
 
1:20:05 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
lol yea sorry im, not on my comp anymore, i bought my own so i leave it on all the time

19/05/2008
 
1:20:16 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
not that i actions dont follow my words cause they do

19/05/2008
 
1:20:30 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
when my boss tells me to work i do, i dont tell him no so i can sit on here and talk

19/05/2008
 
1:20:32 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
sorry girl

19/05/2008
 
1:21:21 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
and I did message you awhile ago, you never answered me

19/05/2008
 
1:21:34 PM 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
like i said im never on here

19/05/2008
 
1:21:40 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
i didnt even c a msg from u

19/05/2008
 
1:21:41 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
no, I sent you a facebook message

19/05/2008
 
1:21:46 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
oh that one

19/05/2008
 
1:21:55 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
yea cause i was thinking of how to tell u i was with someone

19/05/2008
 
1:22:00 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
i didnt wanan be an ass bout it u know

19/05/2008
 
1:22:12 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
well thanks for getting right on that…but ur facebook does still say ur single

19/05/2008
 
1:22:16 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
and i guess i forgot to reply after a day or to

19/05/2008
 
1:22:43 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
yea i know but thats cause we jsut figured out like 30min ago we were together

19/05/2008
 
1:22:52 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
been seeing her for like a month

19/05/2008
 
1:22:53 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
thanks Dave

19/05/2008
 
1:22:56 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
but it was never offical

19/05/2008
 
1:23:00 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
thanks for that, you could have told me a long time ago

19/05/2008
 
1:23:08 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
told u what

19/05/2008
 
1:23:17 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
u could have asked if u cared to u know

19/05/2008
 
1:23:20 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
its not all my fault

19/05/2008
 
1:23:25 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
so dont blame all this on me

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19/05/2008
 
1:23:26 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
I can’t believe how many guys I turned down because I kept telling them there was some guy in Tbay that said he was waiting

19/05/2008
 
1:23:38 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
well no, I have a right to be frustrated

19/05/2008
 
1:23:48 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
like I wanted to see what would happen with you

19/05/2008
 
1:23:56 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
yea so did i

19/05/2008
 
1:23:57 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
I really wanted to get to know you

19/05/2008
 
1:24:07 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
i mean i dont know what u want me to say

19/05/2008
 
1:24:10 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
i felt the same way

19/05/2008
 
1:24:16 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
and i didnt plkan on this or i would have told u

19/05/2008
 
1:24:17 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
lol

19/05/2008
 
1:24:26 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
so yea i dunno….. im sorry it went like this

19/05/2008
 
1:24:27 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
you could have told me a really long time ago

19/05/2008
 
1:24:37 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
told u what

19/05/2008
 
1:24:42 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
that you were seeing someone

19/05/2008
 
1:24:49 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
i wasnt seeing someoen a really long time ago

19/05/2008
 
1:24:57 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
and i didnt know if it was serious at all or not

19/05/2008
 
1:25:05 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
I was completely serious

19/05/2008
 
1:25:16 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
<span style=”color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: MS Shell Dlg;”>so i wasnt gonna tell u to fuck off for nothing

19/05/2008
 
1:25:21 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
I was waiting to see if you meant what you said

19/05/2008
 
1:25:34 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
well i did meant what i said

19/05/2008
 
1:25:40 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
but you never tried to talk to me on msn or anything

19/05/2008
 
1:25:47 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
well clearly not

19/05/2008
 
1:25:49 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
but u got here a month ago, and i didnt even get a msg from u right away

19/05/2008
 
1:26:03 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
I got here may 1st

19/05/2008
 
1:26:27 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
I sent you all kinds of messages telling you I was here and you never answered, so I wasn’t sure how to take that, I didn’t want to keep messaging you looking like a retard

19/05/2008
 
1:27:05 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
oh well whatever…it’s over now

19/05/2008
 
1:27:26 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
well i only got one msg so

19/05/2008
 
1:27:26 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
lol

19/05/2008
 
1:27:29 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
i dunno girl

19/05/2008
 
1:27:31 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
like i said im sorry

19/05/2008
 
1:27:41 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
i had to make a choice

19/05/2008
 
1:27:46 PM
 
Chives
 
Nikki
 
and i did what i thought was best

19/05/2008
 
1:27:51 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
you could have tried to contact me

19/05/2008
 
1:27:55 PM
 
Nikki
 
Chives
 
that’s all I’m sayin

19/05/2008
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