Today…

     I had a lot of lectures today. I went to all of them, even the one that was cancelled lol. I felt like an idiot when I walked in and there was a whole bunch of ppl from the other lecture. I think I made it worse tho because I tried to make it look like that was where I was supposed to be. It didn’t work tho. I saw some dude that I know from last semester laughing at me…John was laughing at me too. I felt like an idiot. The thing was, Iknew it was cancelled, I just wanted to double check and be on the safe side. Here I am, thinking I’m all responsible and shit for a change, I waltz in looking like a complete bonehead. Geez…

     I wasn’t too happy today about Justin…Gill and I walked into the computer lab and I walked in and sat right beside him. He had been complaining all that time how I didn’t go and talk to him or whatever…so I walked up and flicked him in the head. Then we sat down and I got what I think was the worst cold shoulder I’ve ever had in my entire life. Even Gill was like, what a dick. He was playing some stupid shit from addictinggames.com. I purposely tried to throw him off. He was all excited because he was winning, and I fucked him up. It was pretty funny. He didn’t look up from his game once. I was PISSED. I walked away and I was really upset. I have been thinking of ending it with him all day. I know, it’s so stupid, I’m heading to Thunder Bay, I’m never going to freaking see this guy.

Anywhoo…I was all pissed off and upset…Gill agreed that he was a dick. She decided that she didn’t like him. I decided that I was going to call him and tell him that we needed to talk. He said he was working on his project for Comm. Tech. I know he definitely is because I remember when I had to do that project last semester too.
            So I have been worrying all day about this shit…and I finally talked to him about it on the phone. I told him that I wanted to talk to him about stuff. He said that he would call me later to talk about it. He said he was at his friend’s house and they were going to work on their project. So he did call me later. When I told him what was on my mind, he turned it all around on me…but I get the feeling that he really didn’t do it intentionally, I think that whatever it was really bothered him.
            He brought up the fact that I went to the bar with Owen on Saturday. He told me that he had the chance to go to the bar with some girl that night and he said that he could have slept with her if he wanted to, but he didn’t because of the weird freaking agreement that him and I have.
            Then he brought up the fact that I have been with like a gajillion ppl. My defense was that I have only slept with one person since Steve. Then he said that wasn’t true because I was tag-teamed by 2 guys. I said no, that’s not true. I never slept with the guys. He was like, you were tag-teamed. I was like no, no. I don’t know if that term is supposed to mean that I slept with them, because that’s not what happened. He was just like “oh, that’s SOOO much better!” I don’t know…maybe he’s still really bothered by that whole thing too…but he just kept going on and on about how I went to the bar with Owen when I know that he likes me. He was really mad about the whole thing. He said that he didn’t do it, so I shouldn’t have either.
 
            Ok…drama holy shit…that Mike guy that said that he was interested in me or whatever…I was pissed at him awhile ago because he was being a retard, he just facebooked me…his message said, “Hey i need to talk to you about something, if you ever unblock me ..sorry for pissing you off…ive reached a moral dilemma” I am dying of curiosity. I sent him a message back, I want to know what he’s talking about. Now the suspense is going to kill me!
 

Anywhoo…Justin said that he was going to come here to talk to me tonight in person. That was how we ended our conversation. But now I am dying to hear what this Mike guy has to say…oh man, just breathe…