A short entry for a change! lol

     So Ryan really did come back yesterday lol. He was here for awhile and I purposely kept him waiting when I had class. I told him that I would finish class at six, but I spent 2 hours studying for my tree test that I had today so I didn’t get back until 8 last night. He came over and we cuddled and stuff for awhile. I’m really excited that he’s back!
     He seems like him and I are probably going ot happen. I really feel that when he’s here. I felt it before he came too. Steve said to go with your gut…I got to stick with that. I really think it might happen.
     He asked me what I was doing for easter weekend. I told him that I don’t know. He said, "well, aren’t you going home?" I was like, no! are you kidding me? It was like, why on earth would I do I thing like that? He said, well why not? I was just like, I’m not going somewhere that I don’t feel welcome. I’m worth more than that. I’m not going to go somewhere that I feel badly about myself. He asked me about my grandparents and I said well, it really does depress me to be in the city sometimes just becaues I want to visit my brother and sister and stuff. Not to mention that I can’t afford the bus ticket to Toronto.
Then he looked like he was going to say something. I just looked at him and then asked him what he was doing. He said that he would probably be chopping wood. I think that he was going to ask me to go to his house. I don’t know why. I shouldn’t think that though, becaues that is #1 an assumption, and #2, trying to mind read. That will get me into trouble.

     I need to make sure that I don’t jump to conclusions…hmmm so how do I do that and still go with my gut feeling? That’s really tough. I’ll probably have to put some thought into that one, because both would probably really benefit me. I think I’ll write that in a private entry, because it’s going to be really long. I like writing my thoughts in here, but I htink if I want ppl to leave me notes I should cut it a little shorter lol.

     So that test I mentioned? ACED THAT SH!T!!! Perfect! And it was something like 90% accuracy. and 80 questions so I couldn’t get more than 8 wrong or I would fail. And if I failed that test, I fail that course. But no, I aced it!!! :D:D:D