I Lost Myself

Somewhere along the way, I lost myself. I don’t know how, where or when it happened, but I’m gone. I don’t know where I’ve gone. I gave myself to you so completely, I tried so hard to make you love me, that I lost myself in the process. What do I like to do, what are my favourite things, how did this happen? Where have I gone and how do I get myself back? This is not who I am or what I want to be, so why do I enjoy it so much? No one will ever have all of me like you did. No one will ever hold me in the palm of their hand like you did. No one will ever have all of my love like you did. No one will ever have all of my trust like you did. But I will be happy.

palmtreesandzebras

February 6, 2007

hey thanks for the note. its something i trying hard to think about.

stardreamer44

thank you for all the insightful notes, i really appreciate it. it does help to have stories that relate and another person’s advice/opinions. now i dunno how well i can help you but i’ve felt exactly like you and the only thing that i can think is that we never truly know who we are. we just get by and go through the actions. finding who we are invovles heartbreak and lonliness.

you are a very atractive person..i can;t just take one look.. I got to do a double take at you..there..I spoken the words i was never confident to say

Red_James

never say never.. you’d be surprized what may come

sammydanger

RYN:// hey I like my boring background! lol. never say never, you’ll find someone perfect. You’ll be more then happy 🙂 *hugs!*

mysterymelody

You lost too?If you find a girl name Melodiah can you send her back to my page?Thanks!

I am glad you are still reading, but check out my other diary, it has none of those werid payperpost things and you can keep up with me better…spiderangel