Fish dissection (ew) and how I feel about snow!

     Well, yesterday I dissected a fish. I felt so bad for him…well, it was too young to tell how old he was, but I decided that he was a boy.
     I named him Sam, lol! When I was in high school and I had to dissect a fetal pig, our teacher made us name them. Ppl came up with horrible names!
     They were really smelly and some were starting to go bad inside b/c they had been frozen for so long. Well, what Bibo doesn’t know won’t hurt him…I felt bad coming home and feeding him tho…poor guy! lol

I got to see Ryan today, it was most exciting. We had some fun…as usual. He said that he just wanted to talk, but that’s not what happens when he visits…I’m just too excitable.
He invited me to stay at his house for a few days over the holidays. That certainly says something to me. If he had some other g/f over there or something, I don’t think he would want me to stay. I bet we’ll have some fun too. He’s got that huge property and everything. Maybe we’ll go snowmobiling, that would be awesome. I just hope there’s still snow on the ground when we’re there. Stupid Global Warming…when I was a kid at around this time, there most certainly would have been snow on the ground. Well, there’s a wee bit of snow outside right now. THERE SHOULD BE AT LEAST 2 TO 3 FEET OF THE STUFF!!! WHERE HAS WINTER GONE?! THIS IS DOWNRIGHT DEPRESSING! If you ask me, it needs to be either summer (warm and sunny) or winter (cold and snowy). I HATE the in between, when it’s cold but there’s nothing but rain! It’s so depressing! Forgive me those from B.C. who are reading this…but I like my snow! (most Ontarians would love to trade w/ u from B.C. -save those from the north…)

Well, I guess that’s all that happened…I suppose I should go do that Comm. Tech test…NOT looking forward to it…I pray to god it’s easy…I can’t afford to fail anything else in that class…

Oi florida is kinda like that but queerer heh when its hot its too hot na dwhen its cold theres no snow.. liek no total opposites and stuff and i am rambling one and can’t stop roig;ghhghg;hgrg;dgh;d heh

*Beautifully, Wrong*

December 5, 2006

ryn: well..there are better services in the US, even though u have to pay…here, there aren’t any really….they are half assed programs..and if u rn’t accepted into one, there isn’t anything else u can do. can’t leave the province to get better help, can’t even get help in this province..so it’s frustrating and the health care system is just a big joke..

God i wish you were in fla.. i mean to help ya get a job…^_- Assistant mgr of a local pizza shop.. Your words are kind and are a constant remedy in this chaotic and random world..hehe if u need a fake contact/reference ya can get my number heheh it be funny a basic 98% all candian resume with 1 american number..hehe ^_^

ROFL you will never hear me say stop talking or writing to me..There sunshine rays in my cloudy days.. So I can;t take about the cold..well atleast we got a great hockey team here in florida 😉

*Patterns Of The Heart*

i hope u get ur snow…i love snowmobeling!

Random Dude

Least you’re not in Cali where there’s no chance of any snow at all! ryn:I know,people suck so much,don’t they?I’ve bought him a bunch of stuff to spoil him so hopefully he’ll focus on that but damn,if that was me I’d crawl into a hole and cry for a month or so.He was close to doing that.He’s a great guy,don’t get why people don’t see that 🙁 Didn’t get around to putting up tree ’cause he was in

a weird mood when he came back so he wanted to talk and stuff and I didn’t want to jump at him and go “LET’S PUT UP A HAPPY CHRISTMAS TREE!!!” so maybe tomorrow ’cause I don’t see it happening today either, he’s got his a$$hole therapist coming over.. thanks for notes 🙂

Red_James

December 6, 2006

you go to youtube and find something ya wanna put on and there is to code thingys on the side yu take the first one and copy and paste it

you know whats funny i get alot f WOW’s on ym work form pls notes… i think its the most used word

I like the ‘5 positive things to feel better about negative’ thing. I haven’t heard that before but I’m pretty sure it’s true. Maybe I just didn’t have very much emotional depth throughout my life or something and that’s why stuff didn’t bother me? lol.. That could actually be it!

thanks for the tip! ill have to try it