8am, and I’m still drunk! lol

     What a great night, lol! We went to Wild Wings, and I had not honey garlic ones, but just garlic ones, and they were amazing.

     Gill said she felt bad b/c she thinks it’s her fault that I got fired, so she bought me this amazing mint shot, it was sooooo good.

    Ok, let me tell you haow great this ight was, it was so great, that it’s 8am, and I’m still drunk! lol. I’m hungry.

     Everybody left me, and I was stuck at Wild Wings. I was going to go with some other people back to rez, but we saw them walking, so I told them to stop, and I was going to run and catch up with them. oh ya, I hav eto mention that we were in a car, lol. Wow, I really am still drunk, haha.

    so I caught up with them and they said they relaizedlike, 100 meters back that they had forgotten me. They said they almost forgot luke too, but it’s ok, I know they were just drunk.

     Ok, I forgot to tell u, the reason why I was going not back to rez was becasue we were going to a place called the York. It’s a bar, and it’s freaking amazing. I was already so drunk, that I didn’t really  need to drink there. I started drinking at like, 5pm last night, it was sweet. We had bambino, beer, lots of beer, coolers, shots…oh man it was coming from everywhere. I was already druink when I got to wild wings too, lol.

     That bar is f+cking sexy. I love it. Seriously, they way it’s set up is like it should be in some movie. I had so much fun. I cna’t believe they served me in Wild Wings, and they let me in there. I odn’t have the proper "legal ID". But my school picture, my four years worth of Toronto Transit ID, my birth certificate, and every other piece of ID I own was good enough. I was surprised though, because there were a lot of places in Toronto where I couldn’t do that. They owuldn’t take it. I’m so glad I got lucky for Gill’s b-day, especially when everyone I knew was going and stuff. lol.

      I got a cooler from Jen too. Oh, I should probably pay her back for that. haha, I’m such an easy drunk. What a great night.

    I danced a lot. There was this guy called Josh, I already know him, and he’s pretty cool. Everyone says he’s black, but he’s so white. He’s whiter than I am. People here in this town don’t even understand the meaning of another race, lol. I’m from Scarborough, so LET ME TELL YOU, that boy, is freaking WHITE!!! lmao. I kept making fun of him all night, haha. We were joking around like taht. I odn’t know. People here notice things like that so much, I just don’t notice. Josh really is white to me. I guess he shouldn’t really be. But I mean, in Scarberia, I am used to being the minority as a white person. Man, I’ve been made fun of for being white!!!

     wow, you know what ACTUALLY went through my head the other day? I was sitting there with my roomates, and I was thinking, "there’s a lot of white people at this school" and then I thought, "well, that’s good, because then there is some diversity" I started laughing to myself, it was so funny. I can’t believe that thought actually went through my mind.

    You know what is that greatest feeling ever? Being drunk and high at the same time, lol. That’s how I was when I got back last night, it was awesome. I couldn’t stop laughing. It made me so happy. What a great night…

    Oh ya, one more thing. I danced with that guy all night, and then he slept in my bed…we didn’t do anything, but we cuddled, that was pretty cool. We talked about Ryan a lot too. I think Josh wanted something, but I sure as hell wasn’t going to give it to him…too bad. Especially b/c he’s Ryan’s friend. Even though he said it was ok if I did. I just don’t want to.

    Jessica and I sort of had a chat. It was on the dance floor tho, so not too much was said. She said she didn’t hate me, and I told her that I didn’t hate her either, I just didn’t want the dirty looks when I went to her suite. She said she was sorry for intruding with me and Ryan, i was like, it’s ok, we we re n’t doing anything.

    Jamie said something about me and Ryan too. She said it was cute that we were kissing and cuddling in public. She called him my b/f, I was like, "we’re not together". she said, "well you guys should be, you’re close enough to being anyways" it was just like, heehee hee:D