been awhile

I try to update this Open Diary as much as I can remember the password. You would figure since nobody knows about this I could update this a lot more than Livejournal. I just like the way thats designs with friends list and such. I do not have friends on here any longer. Anywho, I have my last final tomorrow. It’s in Macroeconomics, which should be easy. It’s not that I know everything there is, but the teacher is real laid-back and it’s easy stuff. It’s all basically on the past homeworks and such. Then I will be done, at least until January 22nd, for my last and final class. Whatever, it will be in a different campus and I’m excited. Sick of the same people and just the drama that ensues. I hate people. I really, more than anything, just want to move away and just start all over. No history no drama, just fresh and brand new. If only it was that easy and I knew what I wanted to do with my life. That, I do not know, at all. But I am, starting in January, going to be a nanny. I watched them yesterday and I felt connected with the twins, my sister’s kids. I’m so anxious to start watching them more than anything. I thought I would be scared but I’m not, thank goodness. I am just anxious about leaving Habitat, my current employer. Too much drama and you can’t trust anybody. I’m just so sick of complaining about that place. It’s just not worth it, I’ll be gone in three weeks. So whatever. I mean, yeah sure it doesn’t matter that I’m working everyday, but it happens when no one else wants to help. Blah is how I am feeling. I should be going to sleep, gotta drop off my brother early in the morning and study until my final at 12. Then work, again. I’m just glad that there are the large Red Bulls now, which are always needed. I’m also glad that I finished my XMAS shopping a few weeks ago.

Okay I’m beat… good night =)