Real Conversation

I feel like I’m missing something. A conversation. I think I miss just talking to someone new. The whole feeling  of excitement in talking to someone you know nothing about. You would figure that in having a relationship there would be no problem but lately it has been slacking. I am sad to the whole relatization of this. I cannot have a decent conversation with my own boyfriend. I don’t know what to do. I just want to talk to someone for hours on end and love every second of it. I think I think too much altogether. Pathetic, I know. I need to get a hobby or something. Something to get my mind off of things for awhile. I don’t know anymore about anything. I’m just a sad person.

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December 13, 2005

*random noter* i know how you feel about wanting real conversation lol.. i love family guy too =) x

December 13, 2005

haha… i totally know how you feel about talking to someone new. I usually find like two new people a month online to chat with, otherwise I get bored.

December 13, 2005

Yes that is a bummer in relationships, i had it with my ex partly the reason we broke up.

December 13, 2005

ryn Doubt ill get it after the arsehole ive been, but its always worth a try isnt it?

December 13, 2005

Haha loving the change of name there, I feel karmas up to fuck!!!

December 13, 2005

haha maybe it will bring my karma and therefore you karma in return and make everyone happy.

December 13, 2005

Since 6/29/2001 (my first diary entry) i have changed my name once, from ‘da_pmantis’ to ‘da pmantis’ I only remember because i had a short lived campaign called ‘Get the _ out!!’ on my OD. God I’m so old haha

December 13, 2005

Shhh. The more intelligent we get, the less we recognize that we’re having great conversation all the time. At least. It seems to me. What was once astounding is now ordinary.

December 14, 2005

thanks for your note =) i like your diary-i want all those things you say in your front page toooo lol take care x

December 15, 2005

I know exactly how you feel.

December 15, 2005

sometimes I have conversations with myself. I find that more entertaining than talking to other people sometimes.

December 17, 2005

and so this is christmas… and what have we done?

July 13, 2006