i’m sick and it sucks

so i stayed home from school today, again. no point of going if all i’m gonna be doing is coughing up a lung anyways. it was nice to really sleep and just relax. yet i feel as though i’m heavy irritated with everything. can’t understand why, just that i know i am. one of those moods that tend to occupy my mind. doesn’t help that being sick makes me worse. i think that since i have been alone lately, it has caused alot of thinking to occur. me + thinking = bad. just gets me all worked up for nothing. stupid fights are resulted from the overthinking. i don’t even know why i caused nonsense fights, just happens. i become so focus on something crazy and i believe it’s right when in the end i look insane. i have come up with the conclusion that i am crazy. maybe since my life is so boring, that i stirred up all this crazy fights for some interesting reactions. isn’t that why people are the way they are, the things they say and do? it’s all for a reaction from the other person. our lives are rather boring and well, that’s where the drama comes in. no matter what people say on how much they hate it, it happens. i don’t think it’s possible to live in a life without drama. i think we would miss it, because it makes life more intersting. face it, it’s pretty boring if life was perfect and dandy. it’s nice every so often, when you are living on cloud nine, but i think after a while, a change is good. well, just enough rants for tonight ..birthday is tomorrow and i don’t expect much, just another year has gone by ..