Been A While

I wonder if anyone still read this ..I would assume not because I haven’t updated in a good amount of  time. The semester for college is almost up. I’m doing not too shabby for the first time. Math, however, isn’t and hasn’t ever been my best subject. I need to really work on that, not like I haven’t already. I have been talking to alot more people now in school too. I’m more talkative as well in school, I have adjusted and become comfortable. I really do love going there. Just something about that where I actually feel like I belong or fit in. It’s funny how so many people downplay that place because it’s not BIG-TIME college or university. At least I won’t be paying my loans off for another ten years. The situation with the “guy” friend has gotten extremely better. We are FINALLY officially going out and it feels just amazing. I don’t know, I just think it will only get better. I seriously feel so crazy for this guy and I don’t even have words to express it. Yes, call me crazy, but I enjoy every moment with him. Family can be iffy at times, but I went to the Flyers game with my dad and really bonded. It made such a difference from before where we barely spoke to each other. I’m glad and I hope I go to more games with him. Friends, never been anything big, I either hang out with people or I don’t. I have accepted the fact that it’s not the end of the world if I don’t go out every weekend or don’t hear from people. It happens, can’t be so crazy about it because it’s not worth it. Well, I figure I would update because I had this journal for like ever. I miss everyone and will note when I can ..luv you all

Mary