Some of the personalities of Chaturbate

Picture, first of all, a young Canadian woman a month prior to her 19th birthday, logging into Chaturbate from the comfort of her private dormroom on a university campus in Canada’s Atlantic Timezone.  She’s a tall and slender woman of very unique heritage and has been using Chaturbate as a means of offsetting her $1600 credit card debt.  The woman lots on at something near to midnight her time, and is there until after 2am, seeming to regard some of her viewers as she might her most intimate companions.  A tour of the dormroom is afforded via the portable laptop computer which the young woman willingly carries around the room.  All of the conveniences of college life are there but clearly she has a secret (or so it would seem) that is unknown to most.

The woman’s performance is unique in that she takes her time before the main event, and she intermittently pauses to send nude photos to her real-life beau of the moment.  The woman shares with her audience that she has had sexual intercourse a total of 7 times to date, and as such, she doesn’t fully seem the sort who would make a home for herself on Chaturbate.

There are hundred and hundreds of others across the world-wide spectrum who are cheerfully sharing their most intimate prizes to a world-wide audience from the comfort of their respective bedrooms, living rooms, kitchens, or even dormrooms.  Some are much more seasoned than others, with some seeming quite tentative in their initial efforts.

One woman I witnessed knew, on her very first-ever Chaturbate session, the horrific experience of her full name and address being pasted across the screen by an anonymous aquaintance.  I felt so sad and fearful for the young woman, who at the time was topless and proudly exhibiting a rather remarkable pair of breasts.  As fate would have it, she stayed the course, and returned to Chaturbate as have her sister and her best friend, each with their own Chaturbate channel.  Hopefully she has adjusted her self-confidence and expectations and is willing to move onward and past such a terrible introduction.  (the perps likely had their ISP data blocked by Chaturbate, and the woman has the option to disallow viewers from her home state and other states nearby)

The vast assortment at Chaturbate of women truly all over the world can scarcely be matched by any of today’s standard porn websites, and while one may need to stay up a bit later, or wake up a bit earlier, to see various numbers of women from far-away locations, they’re definitely there and on a fairly standard rotation.

Some of the women spend hours upon hours on CB, and others show up only rarely, and typically earn a quick sum, which is paid to them twice monthly, and fairly reliably too.  Indeed there are lots of young and truly attractive women displaying their intimate appeal for viewers from all over, but there are many somewhat improbable people displaying their wares for any interested viewers as well.  When I see confidence in the person of someone who surprises me, I find myself quite drawn to the display, just as I would be to those of the most attractive women on the site.

I might have, by now, 30 or 40 women that I "follow", some of which have already deeply impressed me with their camera shows, and others who have just the sort of an interesting look which hints that they’ll be at their best in a matter of time.

I find that, despite having a few dozen women who have already impressed me considerably, that I still find times that I might log on and see none of those I "follow" on camera at the time.

Remember, the most significant factor about the business model at Chaturbate is that viewers simply need not ever spend so much as a dime in order to look in on some of the most intimate actions (or interactions, in the case of the ‘couples’ cameras there) shared so willingly by various performers.

Some of these women have such spirit to them, and others tend to sit there, almost stone-faced, seeming to insist that the viewers line-up and contribute heaps of tokens/tips before seeing anything more of what they might enjoy.  Some of the male viewers are, to no surprise, quite rude and quite demanding, and that’s why most performers, when doing a nude show, have "moderators", whose sole job it is to keep the chat screen running steadily and without insults, fights, or personal/inappropriate content.

There is something about witnessing just how these women conduct themselves that puts quite the unique and personal ‘stamp’ on each performance, and the whole thing gives brand new meaning to the word "intimacy".  One woman whose camera I view now and again is a striking blonde scandinavian whose raw beauty is seldom paralleled, and her thickly-accented English is an interesting contrast to what some could term a "California blonde" type.  She is so attractive, and so ‘raw’ in her pursuit of her own orgasms, that somehow it takes away from what is traditionally very sought-after physical appeal.

Others…   who are often the sorts of girls we all overlooked in 10th grade, have now blossomed to become the verbally expressive and confident young women who are quite happy and willing to share their sexual appeal with viewers.  Perhaps each passing camera shift builds greater confidence-in-the-moment while perhaps also causing them to become a bit more addicted to the effort and reward equation.

I can’t even state with enough emphasis how much better this setting is than mere free internet porn.  The self-expression practiced and eventually perfected by the women is rather priceless, and the eye-catching uniqueness to their beauty displays itself much more effectively in this setting than is the case with mere porn photos or videos.

Indeed you can see couples having sexual intercourse, and at any moment there are dozens of women masturbating on their respective cameras.  Human anatomy becomes the utmost interesting when I can know the rare chance to gaze in as these performers challenge their own boldness and evolve to draw the sexual climax from deep within their loins.

Something about the big picture in all of this seems to leave the impression that all women are nearer to being "the same" upon scrutinizing their considerable physical uniquenesses, and the whole picture definitely underscores that the height of sexual attraction is far more than mere porn would suggest.  Indeed a "willing vulnerability" is present at Chaturbate in ways not so terribly far off from the place where a woman might consent to share her sexual self with a private, single partner.

The way the minds of performers engage their audiences vary a great deal, but once each seems to go past a certain point in her ascent, she suddenly tunes-out the audience and seeks her own sexual pleasure in much the same way that everybody else does.

Just a few days into my less-than-2-months Chaturbate lifespan I chanced upon a young woman of 18 who remains my favorite so far, and it is the self-confidence with which she performs her exhibitions that really leaves me in awe every time.  While most are far too intent upon tips or tokens,

this woman just knows that her steady performance will bring them in from far and wide, and that the tips will flow liberally once she gets going a bit.  Last time I saw her performance there were more than 5000 viewers from all over the world looking in at this young woman from the western U.S.  Her shows usually end when "dad just got home".

So that’s what I’ve been doing with my time as Open Diary threatens yet again to implode, eventually for the final time.

And no,  no Prose Box for me.