[entry] The Army..

cory left on monday.
i feel so empty.
it really sucks not having him around
he really is/was my best friend
i’m flying up to SC fort jackson in november to go to his graduation.
so that is something to look forward to.
he introduced me to everyone as his fiance…<3
i wanna marry him.
every morning when i wake up i feel so sick though
every night i have a routine to where i spray his Axe all over the bed and hug his jackets to fall asleep.
he snuck a text to me yesterday which i was suprised about…he’s still in processing so they haven’t taken away his phone yet
i just wish they’d let them give us a phone call soon
i miss him..
i’ve been trying to socially do things but all i want to do is sit around and cry all day.
:/ i’m pathetic..
well i just thought id keep everyone updated… ttyl.
-Erika