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 Still not sure if I’m moving and it’s supposed to happen this weekend (if its happening).
I’m just…IDK. Upset and pissed off because I feel like this isn’t going to go my way.
Or at least I fear that.
I texted her about a half hour ago to see if she talked to her landlord yet and got no response as of yet.
Frustrating.
But I understand that things may not go my way, and if it doesn’t then it’s obviously not meant to be, and that’s OK.
Will still suck.

In other news, I am on my 7th day of ten and I’m pretty tired of working right now.
And cleaning things.

Life in general is pretty good though. I don’t really do too much or go anywhere.
Mostly because I’m trying to save my money to pay off my credit cards and have money for moving out.

I just relax a lot…and by relax, I mean kinda just sit around and work.
I owe Dustin $150 for this laptop yet.
 

I really just want answers.
And I’ve run out of patience … in my personal year of patience.
We’re only about halfway through the year.
But the funny thing about patience is, just when you think you can’t take anymore,
you do it anyway.
And then your patience muscle is exercised.

And speaking of exercising, I should really start going to the gym again.

Maybe.

Love

Amanda