FEELING OK

IT DOESN’T MAKE MUCH SENSE. I WOKE UP FEELING GLOOMY BUT AS I SIT HERE HAVING BREAKFAST ETC. I STARTED TO FEEL THE SUN SHINE!!!!! I WISH I COULD FIGURE OUT WHY I AM SO MISERABLE MUCH OF THE TIME. WHEN I WROTE MY SON ABOUT FEELING MISERABLE EVEN THOUGH I HAVE EVERYTHING HE WROTE ME BACK THAT MAYBE IT’S BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE WHAT I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT I WANT……………………………I WOULD LIKE TO TRAVEL BUT I WOULD HAVE TROUBLE WALKING. I KNOW I COULD RENT OR BUY A SCOOTER. WHERE WOULD I GO? MAYBE LONDON? MY DAUGHTER TELLS ME THAT THEATER HERE IS JUST AS GOOD AS NEW YORK. I HAVE TWO NIECES WHO ARE LIVING OIN LONDON. I WOULD LOVE MY DAUGHTER TO COME WITH. WITH HER BOYFRIEND. THEY WERE GREAT HELP AND COMPANY WHEN I WENT TO NEW YORK IN THE FALL.

I HAVE A QUIET DAY PLANNED………………….WASHING……………PRACTICING THE PIANO BECAUSE I HAVE A LESSON AT FOUR. AT NIGHT I AM INVITED FOR SUPPER. I WOULD RATHER NOT GO BUT I ALREADY SAID YES. I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME. I USE TO LIKE THIS COUPLE BUT I DON’T NOW. WE HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON.

SO I’M OFF TO START MY DAY. I AM SO GLAD THAT OD IS BACK. I HOPE TO MAKE TIME TO READ SOME OF YOUR ENTRIES.