Drunken Raging

You know what? F*ck her. So yet another one of my little hopes has collapsed in a smouldering pile- so what. I’m f*cking used to it. I KNOW she still has that twat of a boyfriend, and she still seems to think he cares, but I’ve yet AGAIN lost myself in someone unattainable. Why the f*ck do I always do this. I’m sick to the back f*cking teeth of being on my own, day in-day out while everyone else seems able to stampede through life with a girl on one arm and a fat wad of cash in the other. I want neither. I want to find love and happiness. Surely that isn’t alot to ask of life? For f*ck sake.

Anyway, enough of my cheerful talk. I’m rather tipsy and a touch impressionable. My week has been ok on the whole but it could be better. Sigh…

 

I don’t really have as much to mention as I’d have liked.

 

Love Tom

XxX

Log in to write a note
November 25, 2005

You’ll find someone I’m sure. It does get frustrating especially when you people who have significant others and don’t appreciate it.

November 25, 2005

I say, I say. This wasn’t a very Tom entry, now, was it? I’m sorry things have gone tits up. Things do that, don’t they? You know you can always phone me for more mindless (on my part) conversation, don’t you? I can try and make you laugh, by falling off the bed and the likes… RYN: I will. Vegas, baby! Let’s go. And re. picture: I’ll get it up tomorrow, my dear. The picture, that is.

November 25, 2005

And I wanted to leave kisses, but they wouldn’t fit. (I just typed ‘git’. I love the word ‘git’. It’s oh so very gittish and old and splendid). Here you go, though. Have four. xxxx (Most people get three, you see. Consider yourself molested).

November 25, 2005

bah, sorry you encountered another brick wall, man. all it takes is a little patience, and you’ll have your match yet. there’s somebody out there for everyone. hope you’re not getting TOO blitzed over there. *peace signs and smiley faces*

she just wasn’t the right one for you love! Don’t be so hard on yourself..there will be others luvy! You are a great guy with LOTS to offer…take your time… Be a playboy for awhile…Usher says it’s great! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

November 25, 2005

i’m sorry man, I really am *hugz for the doom hippy*

November 25, 2005

You already know my feelings about this honeypie. I’m going shopping to York today (Won’t be as muc fun without you!!!) but I will call you later for a post mortem. Love you! Lianne Marie xXx

November 26, 2005

Hi sweetie! Ok so I am so sorry I was not talkative on MSN last night I was just really into drinking and eatting pizza. I am sorry you are hurting but guess what.. she is the one that is without not you! 🙂 She doesnt understand what she just lost I pitty her! Love you tons Oh and uhh… You have been tagged… check my OD for Details.

November 26, 2005

I like that you censor your own diary. Girls suck, I promise, you’re better off without stupid twatty girls that don’t realise that they’re wasting themselves on someone twattier than your average x x

November 26, 2005

Oi oi! I got it up! Three cheers, please. It’s still a bit small, mind you. I have a bigger version somewhere else if you’d like to see it. xxx