beautiful nightmare

i am addicted to him and i don’t know how to stop this from spiraling out of control.  why does he make it so difficult for me to walk away?

"you could be a sweet dream
or a beautiful nightmare
either way
i don’t wanna wake up from you"

he makes me feel like ME, which is something i haven’t felt in so very long.  is that why i can’t stop?  is that why i can’t do what’s right, and walk away? 

he can’t walk away either, and i haven’t yet figured out why.  why do i complicate everything?

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October 15, 2009

Found you on the front page, so I’m new to this story.. Why should you walk away? ~

October 17, 2009

Can you name precisely what it is about it that’s giving these feelings, the you feelings etc, the positive stuff? And can you find that in other relationships? Friendships even? It’s hard, I appreciate it’s hard. xx