baby why don’t you stay?

scott is going to minnesota.

i don’t know what else to say.

part of me is devastated that he’s leaving, but the other part of me still feels that this isn’t over. how am i supposed to reconcile these feelings? how am i supposed to be ok with letting him go when i KNOW that this could potentially be IT?! the ONE? i don’t know how to explain what i’m feeling about this. i just know that i feel connected to him and that i am so afraid of losing him.

he’s coming over tonight so that we can talk about the situation and decide what to do. he told me today that he is 100% positive that he will regret losing me. and i felt like saying, “so stay!!!” but i know that that’s not fair of me and so i didn’t say anything at all.

but i so desperately want to be the reason that he stays.

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never let that one get away… do whatever it takes, because you’ll always wonder. You’ll wake up every morning and go to sleep every night with that ache of missing him. Even when you think you’re all right, and you can get through a day… you’ll remember again. Hold onto him so tightly.

May 13, 2008

have you talked about staying together, just long distance. just because he’s leaving, doesn’t mean he has to lose you. things happen for a reason, you met him for a reason. and i know how you feel about not being able to explain why you feel the way you do….if he’s THE guy you just know. just tell him how you feel.

He wants you to say something.