1/25/08

i am so bored right now i don’t know what to do with myself. UGH!!  sometimes this job really sucks.  and i’m pretty much all caught up on school work, so i don’t really even have that to do.  although i suppose i could be an overachiever and work ahead.

HAH!  yeah right.

anyways, i’ve been talking to ryan (the 21 year old) a lot online, and i REALLY like him.  he’s coming home from school super bowl weekend (NEXT WEEKEND!!!!  AAAAHHHH!!!! YAAAYY!!!) and i’m super excited.  (can’t you tell?)  it’s been a long time since i’ve felt this way about someone.

i liked nate in the beginning, but not like this.  i’m in full-on crush mode, which is a little bizarre considering i’m almost 25 years old….but who the hell cares.  it gives me something to look forward to.

i’ll post a picture of him tonight when i get home…if i remember. =)

pat still occasionally texts me, and i always say something along the lines of, "you said you didn’t want to talk so why the HELL are you texting me?!"  i just want to move on at this point.  i’m tired of feeling sad and mopey and i just want to get on with my life.  i wish he could just let me go.

here’s something funny.  melissa was trying to set kristina up with this guy she knows, joey.  they all met up for dinner one night a couple weeks ago, and joey said he wanted to see kristina again.  so the next time they got together, kristina asked me to go with her.  so a big group of us got together that week, and then again the next week…and then melissa calls me this monday.

"amy.  i have to talk to you about something that could be kinda good for you."

so i’m thinking, "what the hell could melissa possibly have to talk to me about?  we’ve barely been friends for more than 2 weeks."

she then proceeds to tell me that joey liked kristina….until he met me.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i love it!  i totally love it!  now that we’re older, guys are more attracted to me than they are to her…which never used to happen.  I LOVE IT! 

too bad i wasn’t really all that attracted to joey.  i’m way too in like with ryan at this point to even give a damn. *swoon*

ok, that was pretty much the most ridiculous entry ever.  sorry guys! heh.  i promise to write a good one later….or next week.  whenever i get around to it. =)