oh boy

so, for the past few days, i’ve been trying to decide whether or not to write about this. i don’t think anyone i know in real life reads this diary (thank GOD) and so i think this information will stay private. at least that’s what i hope. because there are certain people who would KILL ME if they ever found out.

i’m sure you’re all wondering what could possibly be such a huge secret.

well, prepare yourselves, cause here it comes:

i slept with pat.

at midnight on his birthday, in my car, at spruce run.

not only did i sleep with him, but we’ve been hanging out since the day after christmas, and we make out just about every time we see each other.

did i mention he has a girlfriend?

HA! i don’t know how i feel about this. first off, let me just say that i have no plans for us to get back together. second, i feel pretty guilty for being a homewrecker. third, sometimes i don’t give a damn about her because i just am so attracted to him i don’t know what to do with myself. fourth, i know this is wrong and that i shouldn’t be doing it. fifth, i don’t know if i can stop.

i am so fucked up.

Southern_Belle

January 10, 2008

well i read your diary! lol and you’re not as f*cked up as you think! it’s only normal, especially since ya’ll were together for so long. i know this sounds bad but hey–if it works, it works! =) keep your head up sweetie and do what makes you happy!

*menagerie*

ehh, we are all f*cked up in our own ways. and we all have our own personal histories and relationships, so i don’t think it’s anyone’s place to judge. this is your diary. you can/should write about whatever you’re comfortable with. *hugs*

Mort

yeah, don’t beat yourself over the head too much. 🙂 You’ll end up looking like me!

Miss Bliss

January 15, 2008

uh oh. didn’t realise that the chick you mention in the next one is his girlfriend. ooops. you naughty. hehe.

and you shouldn’t give a damn about her. She’s an adult. She is her own responsibility. You do what’s right for you hunny and for pete’s sake write whatever you like in your diary without remorse. If you’re worried about it just make it a faves only or private entry. That’s what the thing’s for afterall!!