Even the best laid plans….

My Family!

So today should have been s simple day. It was a simple concept anyway…get up…go to work, work my day, come home, get cleaned up, go visit dawn, and relax and go to bed early. LOL Yeah soooooo didn;t happen. I left work, needing to get gas….nope…ran outta gas in Lynwood….oooops….so I sit there, looking stupid in the middle of the road,…nobody stopped and helped me, so i geto ut and start pushing my car, cuz like seriously, i need to get it outta thr road. This guy hops out of his car, from behind me, and says yeahh…this is uphill..your not gonna make it on your own, and he helps me push my car while i push and steer…cuz yeah it was kinda hard…lol but i could have done it if i wasn’t so concerned about beinf RUN OVER~~~~~~ So i get it moved off into this place on the side of the road finally, and then i am thinking hmm…where the hel is the nearwst gas station?? So I put a note on my car, and start hoofing it. I was terrified of being run over, because the cars don’t give a shit, and there is no side of the road there…its kinda like a bridge…so the only place to walk was still technically road. And the cars were zooming around…and it was quite honestly terrifying….this lady rolled down her window, and said hop in…and she took me to the gas station….it was NOT CLOSE!! and she was super nice, she waited for me, and then drove me back to my car. I put the gas in, they only had stupid one gallon gas cans…and it still wouldn’t start, so i was getting close to panicing…worried that something else was wrong with my car…grrr….scared the shiznit….so then i sat there an wondered, how exactly would i get back to that gas station…cuz no joking…it would have taken me two hours or so to walk there and back….maybe longer…not honestly sure. It was probably about the lengh from my house to wal-mart, thats how far this gas station was…..so i get out, open up my hood, so that people could see i wasn’t just sitting there chillin, and kept trying to start my car. This nice black man, came, pulled in, and tried to help me/. I asked him could he please take me baxk to the gas station, cuz i put one gallon in, i would like to try another gallon. He was so nice, took me back then brought me back to my car, and even put the gas in for me, and waited til i got it started before he left. He even followed me a min to make sure it wouldn’t die on me. He was such a nice nice man. I asked for his address, cyz I had no cash on me, and i want to try and send him something. He really helped me out of a jam. So i got underway…and got home with enough time to take a gfast shower cuz i was hot sweaty and sticky….texted Rai to see if she was going to come with to see Dawn. She decided not to….so I went by myself and ended up having such a good time. Brittany and Jade were there….I LOVE LOVE LOVE Jade. lol She is such a sweetheart, and I just love talking to her. So the 4 of us laughed SO HARD and joked around SO MUCH…..that I honestly felt like I was having a damn party instead of visiting a friend in the hospital. lol We had a blast, and I was seriously kinda disappointed when 8pm rolled around and they kicked us out. lol We were making friends, and joking with the nurses, and talking about sex, and fun positions, and telling jokes…lol And finding out about all the dirty things Dawn and Jade used to do….lmao And I found out that Brittany is only 20…she will be 21 next week….that explans alot….she is still sooooo young lol I do like her though…she has really grown on me,. lol

So Brittany left, and Jade and I stood in the parking lot, talking for the next TWO hours…till Brittany called me on the phone and i told her we were still there, and she asked why we didn’t just go out for coffee or something lol Neither of us realized it had been two damn hours. lol We just got so caught up in talking that we lost all track of time. It was soooo nice having someone to just talk to like that. God I needed that soooo much. I mean really and truly…I just needed to TALK. And talk we did…and she works with one of the professors I used to house sit, dog sit, and babysit for. lol I found out his wife has incurable cancer, and most likely will die soon. GOD that is soooo heartbreaking. I know Susan well. I usd to go to his house for philosophy club meetings, PETA meetings, and philosophy club parties. I miss those days, all that intelligence in one room…cuz lemme tell ya…the intelligence of a philosopher just beats it all. LOL You don’t KNOW intelligence until you participate in a philopophical debate. lol Oh yes, the passion..the fire….wooooo wooooo!!!

So yeah, I didn’t get to relax, and go to bed early like I wanted, and I most specially didn’t get to see my girl like I wanted. (I miss her so much, and just needed a kiss and a hug soooo badly tonight) but it turned out to be a fantastic evening none-the-less, and i enjoyed the hell out of it.

Chris and Jaime made my favorite vegetarian pizza, which is soo good i could orgasm just thinking about it, and i ate it…first thing i ate today, consumed at 10pm….I need to start eating regularly…truly i do….but alaz….not yet. Someday, when I get my own place again, I will be able to afford to eat. lol MAYBE. Gas prices suck ass…so maybe not.

Well I must go clean the rat cage, and think about my girl some. I really really miss her tonight. She is all I can think about right now, and what I wouldn’t do to hear her voice. Its late, so she probably won’t call me. But I am going to hope she does, maybe to say goodnight. I just miss her.

Love to all!!

Kristin