2/21/18

It’s been 9 days since the settlement conference. The lawyer is dodging my questions and telling me that I have to just accept this as it is. The revised paper work hasn’t been drawn up yet. I feel like I’m in limbo. I also worry that I’m going find a lot of things that I didn’t agree to in the final draft. I’m worried that there are conversations going on between the lawyers. I’m worried that the ex feels emboldened by the conference and she is pushing for extreme demands. She wants to keep me away from the kids for good. It’s what she wanted to do with the step son and her first husband. In the mean time I’m in limbo. I need to work on buying a house. It’s the only wanly wanly to afford a place to live. But I don’t want to make a move until this is done. I worry if I go a head and buy it and it’s not done she’ll push some trick and get my place. But I need to get out of my folks place. I feel like I’ve been here too long. I feel like they are tired of me and want to have their house to themselves again. It’s all a mess.