strangely reluctant to feel like a failure this…

….time.

 

hi, how are you? im alright. i think. so…. i was working on the 717out fit project again today. i finally got the balls to separate the pvc into two pieces. the top portion was peeling badly, so i thought id cover it in silver. unfortunetly, the silver would not adhere to the beige undermaterial beneath the red shiny surface.which totally sucks, because i liked the idea of using that to make the top, but in silver to cover the flaws in the red. but on the flip side, it also made me sigh with relief though, because i was then pleased that i hadnt applyed any silver to the bottom half. in fact, the bottom half has no material flaws and the zipper was still intact! it just needed a little finishing up, and it would be a very perfect skirt. i put the boots on, and the red skirt, and i didnt like how it looked. not one bit. just kind of hookerish, and not really what i was going for.

 

fuck. brainstorming.

goforadifferentlookaltogether!

red skirtsilverboots

stockingsofsomesort. bnw?allwhite?diffcolour?pattern?

top?????whatfora top?

cantuseretrotop

possiblygothriftinglater???yes.

 

sorry about that. had to.

back to my story, boring as it is, you are reading for some reason.

i played around a lot with the small amt of silver sparkley fabric i had…wondering if it would be see thru. i liked the idea of making a top or a bottom from it. it was pretty and made me happy just to look at it.

i wasnt willing to commit to anything yet, who knows what wil happen though…

and i considered using white, and then i thought about eliminating red all together.

then i found stretch sofy sheer white material, and decided to make it silver. i was going to make a very short little space dress and it was going to be futuristically risque. and wonderful. it was going to have a collar and everything. even a keyhole top. but alas, the silver wrecked it. too harsh to be confortable. so i gave up when it was 60% done. but, i then turned it into a fucking stellar purse!

i now have a purse that matches my intense boots. i used black ribbon for accents on the purse, and the laces for the boots are also black ribbon [unless i buy another colour…which i havent, and now i dont have to…!]

anyway, its an awesome purse in any direction.so that is why im "strangely reluctant to feel like a failure this time".  [ and mch was txting me while i was doing it, which made me super duper happy. and it was storming during the entire process. ]  i got nothing accomplished in the way of the dress, just making another accessory…. and actually somthing sad… the red skirt that just needed touch ups… with the intact zipper…yeah, well, i fucked it up and the zipper is no longer in tact. luckily, i have a replacement [zipper] , and its also red,so it will blend pretty well.  just another project for something else. although, i should probably just go ahead and finish the skirt. before something else happens to it.

i played around with the tulle skirt for a while, but its see thru and i dont feel like going for THAT look. dk did it at my aiw/waffle diaster, and it was NOT cute.

unless i have a silver swimsuit with it. then it would be okay. lol

 

IWANTSEX. but i cant have it until…711? i think. about two days ago, i was talking to mch and i asked him to come see me that night. i tried lots of bribes. he wanted to, but was tired. blahblahblah. but instead of getting all huffy and upset like i had been, i just kept flirting and being sweet. and then HE brought up visiting me on 711-712. !!! YAY!!!  iwillbethereon716-721butitsjustnicetoseehimasmidgesooner. manipulationFTW [and true love]

well, im hungry again. . . .TO THE KITCHEN!