Long Time, No Entry Again

Yeah, I know, I barely seem to write anything during the summer anymore. Well, I’ve been busy handwriting stuff in my journal and packing.

Yes, packing. Drew and I move into Longbrook on September 1st. 🙂 Happiness! I can’t wait. And not only that, but on July 13th, 10:37 pm, he sent me a text that said ‘Once the divorce is through we will have to sit down and talk about maybe getting married. Love you.’

And now, when he’s mentioned us being married, it’s a ‘when,’ not an ‘if!’ Much yay-ness!

Lol, don’t worry, though, it’s not something that’s in the works yet. It’s probably not even something that’ll happen within the next year or two. If nothing else, I want to see him heal as much as he can from what women in the past have done to him. I want him to be as sure as he can that a marriage with me is what he wants for the rest of his life. Because I believe a marriage to him is what I want. But when I get married, I’m doing it once. That’s it. I’m not going through a divorce. That’s why I want him to be sure. Cuz I’m not gonna be ‘number four.’ (Yes, he’s been married three times.) I’m gonna be ‘the One.’

I love him. I love just watching him when he’s asleep. I mean, he snores like a jackhammer, but I can’t help just loving to watch him when he’s asleep. And then when he first wakes up, he’s all squinty-eyed and adorable looking, and his hair sticks straight up from his head so he looks like a really short-haired troll doll. It’s just adorable.

🙂 The Hedgehog is very happy.