Worried Sick

I’m officially woried sick.  Though I think I’ll write opn the good parts of the past few days first.

I’ve been drawing more, which is always nice.  I’m working on that web comic thingy I mentioned a few entries ago.  I’m gonna post it soon, probably on here for starts.  Everyone let me know what they think once I do.  Of the drawings, storyline, characters, etc.

On Friday night, Melanie and I were talking online and we ended up once again at Court Jester, lol.  I had the nachos again and she had this Mexican-chili tasting-pizza-like thing.  It was interesting, but I don’t recommend it.  I don’t think she would, either, considering I don’t think she finished half of it.  Lol.  Anyway, we caught up on our lives, she had many interesting stories, not the least of which were what’s going on with her at the travel camp she’s a part of.

Anyway, so that was nice.  Just getting to hang out with a friend for a while.

But unfortunately, on my nd of things, things aren’t that great.  I’m okay, but a couple of opeople important to me may not be.

Dolly gave a friend of hers my E-mail address and he and I have been E-mailing for about a week now.  We’ve told one another some prety heavy things and just recently I learned that he confronted his girlfriend about her cheating on him.  She admitted everything, saying that yeah, she wanted to move out, but then tried to claim that she still loved him and all this.  And I’m worried about him.  He’s having a lot of problems right now and I don’t know how he’s taking all of this.  And I feel a bit guilty because I gave my opinion to him, since we’ve been honest with one another so completely.  I said that I thought he should print out the IM he found, (that confirmed her cheating,) and confront her with it when he felt ready to.  So I don’t know if he did that because I thought he should, or because he truly was ready to confront the entire issue.  In any case, I’m hoping he’s okay, I’m being driven nuts here because I haven’t heard from him.

Then, the night before last, I E-mailed Andy, basically saying, "Okay, what the heck is up?"  Cuz he was supposed to come down to visit and stay with me from the 9th till the 17th.  But I haven’t heard anything from him since a night we talked on the phone and agreed to meet online.  But I had to pick Mike up and got back later than I thought and he wasn’t on when I got on.  I thought he was mad at me for that.

But he took my E-mail wrong, I guess he thought I was mad at him, and let me know what was going on.  The scary thing, besides what’s happening to him, though, is that it sounded more like a letter of goodbye than anything else.  And I don’t want to lose him.  I don’t want to lose either Andy or Whitney.  (Dolly’s friend.)

I hope they write back soon . . .