About A Year Ago . . .
I’ve been kinda depressed over the weekend. It didn’t have anything to do with Friday night, though. No feelings of exclusion and whatnot, which I’m happy about. I did figure out today what it’s about. I went out earlier to check my schedule at Domino’s, (only three days, which is odd . . .) and felt veritably drawn to Holmdel Park.
About a year ago, I know it was around the mid/end of April, was when Jason and I were at Holmdel Park.
::Sighs:: I wonder if he knows . . . I don’t know why, but I have very little doubt that he does care. Heh. That song, Your Wildest Dreams . . . “I wonder if you know, I wonder if you still remember, once upon a time in your wildest dreams . . .”
“When the music plays, when the words are touched with sorrow . . . When the music plays, I hear the sound I have to follow . . .”
I wish I could hear him play. Just one more time. . . . No. Not just one more time. I want to hear him play for the rest of my life.
God I miss him . . .
My gosh, you poor thing. All I could pick up from that entry was hurt. It stood out above everything else. I’m really sorry you’re having to feel that way right now. I wish I had better advice to offer. My remedies normally consist of mushroom burgers and frozen white russians (not a responsible solution). I hope everything picks up in your life. Take good care.
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Acutally, my GF’s got a yahoo account. So when we get the net back up, in the near feuture, i’ll see what we can do. It’s good to be back. BTW: Edith says “Hi, nice to meet you. I”m a perfect little ANGEL.” SHE IS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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RYN: Thanks so much for the note. It’s becoming one heck of a nightmare. I definitely understand where you’re coming from the with psycho mom thing (as you can see). It’s so hard to get people to come to their senses and open up your eyes. I hate to see that you have to deal with similar …crap. It can ruin your day (ha).
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