Okay, Yeah, Um, Kazaa Is EVIL

Okay, so I haven’t written the past few days because thanks to my impatience in wanting songs that Shannon was gonna get for me, I tried to download Kazaa. And it nearly made my computer blow up. I now know why Shannon has so many complaints about her laptop and how slow it is and whatnot. When you have that many adwares and spywares and virus thingies and stuff like that bouncing around, yeah, it’s bound to have problems.

Anyway, after what amounts to more than twenty four hours of work on Mike’s part, spread over three or so days, everything is just about fixed. I still have a couple of problem things on the computer, but they’re quarantined off so they can’t cause anymore damage. And I have a whole bunch of protective virus-y and adware and spyware blocking and detecting stuff on here now.

Today was a looooong day at Domino’s, but I’m liking it still. I made over eighty dollars in tps tonight and I got my paycheck today on top of that. Plus, paycheck from Keansburg yesterday. So I can put a good amount away into my account and still have some to last me until Tuesday, when I’ll have more tips. Yay!

Okay, I really don’t have much to write about tonight, so I’m gonna get off. Bye!!

sweetie kazzaa is famous for that crap anyhow. And that was a very rude note above..what an ass.

Ana Rose

April 16, 2005

My computer has been giving me grief lately and I don’t know what to do either. I get pop-up ads all the fricking time, and my computer freezes and then goes as slow as rush-hour traffic. I hate it! I don’t know what to do. I have tried to download spyware and stuff to get rid of the junk on here, but it doesn’t seem to help much. 🙁 I hope yours gets fixed soon. Mine is still going nuts.

Crazy_NightOwl

Technology,yikes,cant live without them thou.

April 17, 2005

RYN – I hate the thought of not having the love of my life in my life, but I guess you could be right. I am afraid that I may be weighing too heavily on him. I hope that I will find the strength to stand on my own two feet and give him some space, but it is sooooo hard for me to do. I have always been a very dependent person and I am not quite sure how to be independent. It scares me. I fear it.

Unless I can get SSI to come through for me, I will have a MAJORLY hard time supporting myself, because I just don’t have the stamina to work. I am too fatigued and have too many health and mental problems to hold down a job. It terrifies me. I would be a little more secure feeling if I didn’t have that burden looming over me. 🙁 I’m scared to death of losing my home. I don’t want that to happen.