Color Quiz Results (Eerie!!!!)

Your Existing Situation

Active, outgoing, and restless. Feels frustrated by the slowness with which events develop along the desired lines. This leads to irritability, changeability, and lack of persistence when pursuing a given objective.

Your Stress Sources

Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which she feels separates herself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. She therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on her and insists on being free and unhampered.

Your Restrained Characteristics

Feels that she cannot do much about her existing problems and difficulties and that she must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity.

Your Desired Objective

Longs for tenderness and for a sensitivity of feeling into which she can blend. Responsive to anything esthetic and tasteful. 

Your Actual Problem

Does not wish to be involved in differences of opinion, contention or argument, preferring to be left in peace. 

Your Actual Problem #2

Needs to achieve a stable and peaceful condition, enabling her to free herself of the worry that she may be prevented from achieving all the things she wants.

Yeah, so that’s eerily accurate.

Anyway, I got back from work about an hour after I was supposed to, but hey, it means I have an extra hour that I’ll get paid for.  Anyway, I went to the house for a bit, grabbed a couple of things including the shirt I told Roel I’d be wearing, and started out.  I went down to the Dress Barn, picked up the tank top I was gonna wear under the shirt, since the back is transluscent, changed into the shirts while I was there, then left to get to Hwy 35 and the Woodbridge Mall.

We were supposed to meet at the Burger King at four, and I got there at about four fifteen.  I didn’t see him, or at least no one approached me asking if I was Kate, or Rainbow Smiley from OD, or Baby Hedgehog from IM.  So, I got something to eat and sat down at the table nearest the entrance.  I saw plenty of people pass by, but again, no one stopped.  So, I finished eating, drank up my soda, and went to KB Toys.  I gotta go there once my credit card bill is paid and I have the full balance.  That way I can buy up some of the mooshee things there.  They’ve got mooshee cockatoos, dolphins, unicorns . . .  It’s awesome.  And I love that material that they make that stuff with.  And they still have the Fellowship pins at Hot Topic, so that’s good.  I wanna pick them up as soon as I can.

Okay, I’m gonna go.  I might be back on later, but it’s doubtful.  I’m probably working tomorrow morning, so I want to get to sleep at a good hour tonight.

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where did you get that quiz from? its cool

RYN– Nope. I don’t throw up, I’m not 90 pounds–I’m at a very healthy weight for my height (some would consider it a little on the chubby side!)…I don’t eat 300 calories for months on end… Very un-eating disordered like. I’m far from “sick.” Look on the Eating Disorder Circle–those girls are throwing up five times a day, are emaciated, never eat…that’s sick (in my eyes, at least)…

RYN– And also, please don’t assume I wouldn’t try to help my friend. I’ve known her since we were in middle school (she developed her ED in our sophomore/junior year of HS, as far as I know)…and I have made multiple attempts to help her. I’ve yelled, screamed, cried, threatened, pleaded–and what I’ve come to learn is that she will never listen to me. She refuses to believe that she’s…

…hurting herself. No matter how many people tell her (to her face) “You’re too thin, you need to eat.” she’ll keep insisting she does. You have no idea how hard I’ve tried to help that girl.

RYN– Throwing up isn’t the only form of “purging.” When I say “purge” what I really mean is that I’ve swallowed a box of laxatives…