Key To My Heart, Still In My Posession . . .

I’ve been bothering Mike about calling Mike Keller, and asking him to hang out.  Not because I want to see if he’s (AGAIN) wearing the same outfit, (which he was!!) but simpy because Mike Keller’s been putting out the effort to contact Mike, so why shouldn’t Mike do the same?  So, I was bugging him the entire damned weekend to give him a call, and Mike comes up to me today and says that he and Mike Keller are hanging out today at Game Factory.  But no, he didn’t call him.  Mike Keller called over here, and asked if Mike was free!  Lol.

And on Friday, him, me, and Mike are gonna hang out because there are some new rules to Ideology that he wants to try out.  So, that’s cool.

I found that picture on a graphics diary.  I feel like I should put it on that one entry, “The Key To My Heart Belongs To No One.”  But I’m a sentimentalist, and don’t like to disturb the things of the past.  Otherwise, I’d go and put songs next to a lot of the older entries.

I never did give that key back to Jason.  I didn’t intend to.  Not until I knew, anyway.  I found it a couple of days ago, when I was clearing the stuff off the desk, to make room for the wall unit.  Which is up and built in my room now, so that’s really cool.  It looks awesome.  Anyway.  I’m thinking about whether I should give that key to someone else now.  Perhaps I’ll just pick up a new one.  That other key . . .  Whether it’s in his posession or not, it belongs to Jason.  It wouldn’t be right to give it to someone else.  Besides, in a way, I feel like that key is . . . cursed, of a sort.  It in a way symbolizes a star-crossed relationship.  Whether that relationship be romantic or just friendly, it doesn’t matter.  The fact is, any sort of relationship I had with Jason was doomed from the start.

I just wish I had seen that then . . .