543 – I Think It’s Time I Took Some Action

It’s Only Love
By:
Who Else? The Beatles

I get high when I see you go by
My oh my.
When you sigh, my, my inside just flies,
butterflies
Why am I so shy when I’m beside you?

It’s only love and that is all,
Why should I feel the way I do?
It’s only love, and that is all,
but it’s so hard loving you.

Is it right that you and I should fight
every night?
Just the sight of you makes nighttime bright,
very bright.
Haven’t I the right to make it up to you?

It’s only love and that is all,
Why should I feel the way I do?
It’s only love, and that is all
but it’s so hard loving you
Yes it’s so hard loving you — loving you.

Action towards what, though? I mean, how do I take any action towards someone who I never see? I coul invite him somewhere, but he’d say no. Yeah, I know. Does that mean I don’t ask? Of course not. But it does mean, he hasn’t come. Which defeats the purpose of the entire thing.

Okay, onto something a bit more comical. I got an Inu Yasha plushie! I wanted to find a Simpsons patch to sew onto this hat for Mike Keller, and I know Hot Topic has them, so Mike and I went there yesterday. Well, I only found a Mr. Sparkle patch that was a bit too big, but I also found that plushie. So I got it. And it’s cute. It’s also a window suction hanger, too, so I had him on my car window the whole way home.

Maybe I am drawn to the unattainable. The unreachable. The challenges. Maybe I do like putting myself up against opposition, and butting heads with whatever’s opposing me until I break through. Yet, I always have good intentions in mind when I do it.

I believe that everyone, somehow, can be reached. Maybe I’m a fool to do so, but I do believe that someone can reach everyone. It’s not gonna be the same person for everyone, but it can be done.

::Sighs:: Am I the one to reach him? God only knows. I can hope.

I know I’ve ranted and raved on this party probably too many times before, but I can’t help picturing the worst. I mean, I’m honestly worried that h’ll walk into Game Factory, take one lok at the balloons, and us sitting there, glare at us, and turn around and walk out. I have a plan for if that happens. I’m gonna follow him. But I don’t want to see him walk out in the first place.

You know, I’d forgotten about this. Ryan told me once that Ringo only ever did one drum solo in all his career in the Beatles, and that the song was on Abbey Road. He did, and it’s during the song “The End.”

Thanks for the note, I like your diary! Take Care.

Did you know that they did an all Beatles weekend on 101.1? I am seriously Beatled out. It was like listening to 100 Beatles CDs consecutively. I never thought they could be overdone but…wow. Proven wrong.

somerandomguy

October 11, 2004

*giggling* You are such a weirdo, Kate – but it’s funny how you got those things.. I’m glad that you went out and got some comedical things. Kate, I left you like probably a ton of notes and I’m still am going to every time you start to go off on how you are so scared that if this is going to work (about his party). No one can ever just walk away from something like that without seeing ..

.. all the hard work and the amazing love and support by their friends, and I think he will see that. I have faith, and I think you do too, just know that everything that you are doing will reach out to him in ways that will make his birthday the absolutely the best one he has ever had in his life. You are an great friend and I think what you are doing for him is truely awesome.. Sometimes it .

.. does take something huge and gigantic to make someone realize what they have, but at the same time, it shows others what kinda of personality and what kind of person you are without actually saying the words.. cause it’s true what they say, “Action speaks much louder than words!” And Kate, I think your action speak for themselves. I think we all like that – how we want something so badly – ..

.. thing how it is so unreachable, totally outta of our reach.. but sometimes it is that very thing which makes us show who we are, makes us become a better person, and when it doesn’t work out, it is the very thing that in the end shows how much strides we made to do something instead of lamenting how much we want it. So, in my opinion, go for it – you have nothing to do lose and all to gain ..

.. from it!! 🙂 So, again, I’m caught up with your diary. You actually wrote a lot this weekend – I can’t believe you!! I hope that you are doing good and hope you are doing better with dealing with the him party and know you are in the right mindset.. Good luck with it!! 🙂 Have a great and awesome day!! 🙂 Neil P.S: I know, we do need to talk when I’m free. I’ll definitely IM when I know ..

.. have some time when I get a chance. I really was hoping that it was going to be yesterday (just like I was hoping that I could read what I promised you I was going to). I had even made some special time just for that – but with my house collasping (what I wrote in my last entry), it was hard too.. hopefully I will get that chance. I absolutely am not promiseing, but I’m going to make it a goal.

DorkAlert

Hey is that Mr. Sparkle from the Mr. Sparkle episode? I loved that episode!

October 13, 2004

RYN: Kate, hey!! Listen, please don’t worry about me! It was meant in general how right now with everything I’m feeling (it’s in the entry before the song), there has to be something right that I can make somewhere, but I don’t know if it can happen now – maybe later when my head is working right. But everything is great, don’t worry, okay? I hope you are doing good and have a great day. 🙂 Neil

OrcDragon65

October 14, 2004

I know the perfect stuffed animal for you. It’s a stuffed Shippo and Jokin. I saw them in a book store. I have to get one for you.-later OrcDragon65