You Belligerent, Nasty, Stupid, Betraying Jerk!!!

First off, jill, I really appreciate your perspective on this. Thanks for that.second, kate, your joking yourself if you think I’m in any position to juggle college, a job, and my sister.THIRDLY-MY MOTHER DOES NOT COMPRISE MY ENTIRE FAMILY. I have a dad and my sister too ya know. you should take some time to think before you write every now and then. There are times in fact when all four of us have some times when we are in fact close knit, including my mother (yea, she has her good moments now and then).btw, you really are playing ignorant if you have to ask why I acted differently, why I rebeled at one point and didn’t at another, the circumstances changed. you know what, forget it, if you can’t comprehend that by now, it’s not worth explaining any further. anyways, I wanna get to the damn point, are we friends or not? I’m all for it, but if not, I’ll have to live with it. it’s your call. ~jasonP.S Yeah, the ultimatum thing, I broke it, but like the situation we’re in, not for no reason, or in a blink. neither one of us deserves/wants/needs this to drag out, it’s more painful in the end if it’s done like that. Whatever, I probably won’t be on for the next few days, with my new flock of term papers. jsyk.p.p.s-jill, nice usage of the word catharsis.

First off, Jason, you are a fucking moron who doens;t sdeserve to ahve the friends he does. I never should have stayed behind you, stayed by your side, stayed defending you even beyond when I thought you didn;t care about me!! You are an absolutely collossal jerk, an ass hole, and I don’t know why I didn’t listen to Dolly about you years ago!!!! Oh, your mom doesn;tcomprise your entire family, huh? Then why the Hell does she control every single member of it??? You’re the one who told me before that your dad had said we could hang out again. You’re the one who assured me of God only knows how mny things, that no, they weren;t going to control you anyore, and OH, WOW, big FUCKIN’ surprise!! THEY STILL ARE!! You’re a spineless coward, and can;t believe tht I trusted you as much as I have. I’m a foo for ever putting my faith back into you. And when the Hell did you ever try to explain a damned thing to me about “circumstances changing??” When the FUCK did you EVER try to do that? You never did, because you can’t explain a DAMNED FUCKING THING TO ANOTHER HUMAN BEING!!!!! No, you ass hole, frankly, I don’t care right now if I ever see you again! You’ve betrayed me for the last time, and I’m suick of putting up with it. You’re a jerk, and —

. . . ::Sighs:: I didn’t think I could keep that up for long . . . Oh, believe me, I’m still pissed off. And you’re going to hear about that on Monday, you betraying jerk. You know what? Fine. Act like you don’t care. That’s how I closed my heart to you the first time. If I have to do it a second time, maybe that’ll make it easier.