I Don’t Know Why I BOTHER!!!

     Okay, so yesterday, my eyes are still bothering me, and I come home, go up to the bathroom, and put in Visine like mad.  Then, I go into Mike’s room, and who d I see sitting there with Mike, but Jason.  Well, except when I walked him out to his car, I didn’t get to talk to him alone, because Mike didn’t get the hint to leave.  But when we were out at the car, he insisted he had time this morning, and would read my entries and leave me a note.  Well, guess what?  Hey, everybody, look at my notes!!!  Do you see one from him?  No?  Well that’s cuz there ISN’T ONE!!!!!!!!!
     I give up.  I just plain give up.  Yeah, I know you were really looking forward to meeting him, Joey, and maybe someday you will, but if he doesn’t bother to contact me, you won’t this Spring Break.  Though assuming my eyes are better than they’ve been this week, I’ll definitely make plans to come up and hang out with you.  I’ll see if I can bring some other funny home videos.  And I’ll definitley bring my sketch book.  You’re gonna love these drawings, especially after I color them.
     You know what I can’t help wondering?  In Pokemon, Team Rocket comes up with such dumb schemes to fool Ash, and each time, it works.  Why does he always sound so surprised when it turns out to be Team Rocket?

     ::Sighs::  I’ve hit a new low.  Oh, well.  Okay, I don’t have that much more to write.  I hate being disappointed, though.  Especially by someone I call my best friend.  Though . . . like my belief in him, the urge to call him that is severely waning.  I just can’t believe him anymore.  I don’t believe him whe he says he promises something.  I don’t believe that he’ll leave me notes, or E-mail me, or anything, because each time that I get my hopes up, I’m disappointed.  And personally, I’m tired of being disappointed.

     Well, I’m gonna go.  Oh, by the way, Angela, definitely check out House of Wax.  Oh, the Raven was really good, too.  It has Boris Karloff, too.  And a young Jack Nicholson. 

–Notes–

Kate you should see an eye doctor. I think you may have something that Visine won’t cure. Also think for a moment…if Jason didn’t care about you why then is he popping in at your house? Maybe he just doesn’t want to read your diary. I don’t mean this offensively really. Maybe, he just…DOESN’T! (I don’t think that online communication is all that great in an important relationship anyway.) [Jill*Rose]