By The Fireplace

Outside the window,

a blanket of snow covers the land.

Inside the cabin,

a cup of hot chocolate rests in your hand.

This is all I have of this one so far. I don’t know where to go, cuz I’ll get the stanza in my head, and if I don’t write it then, I’m lucky if I get past the first thing. I’ll probably think of something, though.

The more I think about it, the more I realize that I’ve never had a better friend than Jason. The more I remember, the more I thank God for keping him in my life. I mean, I heard these lyrics today, “Get into your groove, boy, you’ve got to prove your love to me,” and for some reason that sparked a memory of something taht I’d once done to Jason. More or less, something happened, and I had laughed in his face about it. I don’t know why those lyrics sparked that, but they did. Anyone else . . . I doubt they’d have talked to me so easily, after everything that I did to him. I mean, understanding my feelings and position or not, I was a bitch to him. And yet, I’m the closets person to him there is. Proven even more by everything he told me yesterday. Not to mention the fact that he floored me because of making me laugh that hard. If I had been standing when he told me about the Antonio thing, I would’ve been floored then, too. I mean, Antonio!! Why him?? Antonio asked me for help in finding him a girlfriend!! Lol. My God, I haven’t thought about Antonio in years. He was funny, though. At least, in insisting he was “better than fairly good-looking.” That’s how he always signed notes to me in high school. “You’re very handsome friend, Antonio.”

Man, that was funny last night, though. I mean, geez. And Jason’s sitting there, “Oh, thanks. Just what my confidence needs.” But he was laughing, too.

I love having him as my friend. I couldn’t ask for a better bestest friend, because you know what? There isn’t a better one for me.

–Notes–

Ryn: It sounds like you really love your friendship and I really want you to always have it. Personally, I think the best thing for you to do is to stay best friends. Relationships based on just physical attraction don’t go towards success and many end up ruining the friendship too after trying the dating idea. If he starts to feel more romantic feelings for you, then go for it. But wait til then. [*~Advice~*]
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Also, since you said he’s hard to get close to and you’ve finally managed to get passed that, if something were to go wrong in the relationship, he could start pushing you away and you might have to break down his walls again, so to speak. [*~Advice~*]