Hi, Everybody

This’ll probably be a fairly short entry, considering I already poured out multiple pages in my other journal.  I have at least eight of them, which I find half-cool, and half-strange.  But then, strange is never a bad thing where I’m concerned.

I’m just in kind of a bleh mood right now.  I wish that things could be back the way they were four years ago.  Because even the false sense that Will loved me was better than this cold, hard reality of not having anyone.  Now, yeah, of course, you’re saying I have Jason, I have Ryan, I have Mike.  And yeah, that’s true, but . . .

I don’t know.  Life just hurts again right now.  I’ll probably get over it soon.  I hope.

–Notes–

well, u have 8, that’s crazy i only have 2