allthistime.

imagine that i am really here
one second away from collapse
while the stairs keep pointing up
and the stars keep coming down
i imagine somewhere along the way
something got lost behind my eyes
too frequently now i
am caught pushpullingapart
cut
down and flailing
frantically
trying
not
to
go
down with it
trying
not
to
lose
this
now later ever
.

god.. i understand that.. *hugs*

Now, there’s someone I haven’t talked with in a while. It’s been a long time since we last spoke on here. I feel pulled apart and stretched too, although I’m trying not to show it to other people. I try to keep sides of myself opague so only I can see through them in the ways I know how. Thank you for getting in touch. Hope you’re doing well.