Holding my breath
That just feels like the subject line for today. Holding my breath. Been having a really great time since the last update, just enjoying what was going on, but afraid i may have fouled it up last night/this morning. we’ll see if that’s the case. i should have just left well enough alone. now i’ve caused some sort of… complication? i don’t know. trying not to let my mind dwell on it before i have the facts, but it’s hard. haven’t taken any ativan in a while, and i’ve only got two left on me (new appt in about 9 days), but i think tonight i might need one.
gonna go try and chill with some need for speed… (yeah, that’s it, drive 250mph to relax…)…
wish me luck, whether i fucked it up or not.
nite
/hugs LUCK!
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*hugs*
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You’re so up and down. What does Tina say about your amazingly massive mood swings? I don’t mean that in a mean way, just an observation.
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