yesterday

 yesterday was probably a top-5 day of my life.  i spent time with all the people i really wanted to, realized how much i care about some other people, met new people, new experiences, the whole deal.  just an absolutely amazing day.

today, i had to run on about 3 hours of sleep, and it’s caught up to me.  i’m in the middle of a very anxiety-attack sort of evening.  i’m not going to write about it.  i’m not going to write about it.  i’m just going to wait until the food we just ordered gets here, take an ambien, and go to sleep.  giving anxiety the power of words?  probably not healthy when nothing can be done about the anxiousness in the moment.

i hope it’s gone when i get up, i can’t deal with another day full of this.

🙁