tipsy entry

soooo yeah, tipsy entry here.

in a hotel in glenview, illinois, reminiscing about the last time i stayed in a hotel. July 4th weekend. with jeannie. trying really hard not to let it get me down, but i’m about to take an ambien just to not have to think about it. i really miss being in a relationship. i miss having someone who’s just as concerned about me as i am about them.

really miss it. and pessimistic about the future prospects.