well didn’t miss that…

had my first real bout of serious anxiety in a few weeks tonight.  don’t know what triggered it, likely just compound stress.  breathed through it, came out the other side, just trying to not let it deterr me from coming off the meds completely next week.  i was driving around and found myself missing the exes.  both of them.  really strange feeling.  still a bit shaken from it, but bedtime is soon, and so i’ll be aiight.

as of today i’ve been on 10mg of celexa (down from 40 at my highest) for 3 weeks.  If nothing crazy happens between now and Tuesday, i’ll be completely, 100% off of daily medication, and that makes me really happy.

the world picked a really shitty, drama-filled time for me to come off my meds, but that’ll make the drama-free times seem even rosier, no?

going to the iowa/northwestern game, leaving friday at 4, and out of town until saturday night.  REALLY excited to get the fuck out of town… pondering turning my phone completely off for the weekend, or at least putting it on airplane mode.  i just want more than one or two drama-free days in a row. 

can we make that happen? pleeeease?

EDIT: also bought some new shoes.. 

anyway, i’m off to bed now. any suggestions for good road-trip podcasts?