09/02/2010
having a rough day today. i had a therapist appt this morning, and i’m thinking about stopping going… whenever i leave i’m always really shaken for the rest of the day. trying to avoid taking ativan today, as i’ve really cut down lately, but i’m feeling really weak today.
i just really miss her. i wish i understood. i wish i could see how this’ll all turn out. it just still really hurts right now, and brings lots of questions in my head. i’m feeling a little lost the past couple of days, i’m scared for me.
🙁