7/29/07

Well, I’m using the PC tonight to print to, so I’m using the mac to write. I got my RAM today, it’s in, and the computer does seem to be running faster, so that’s good. Though I haven’t really put it to any REAL tests, such as trying to load a bunch of stuff into Photoshop. What I love about macs though, is that they really do well, even with the smaller amounts of RAM…however, if you really want the computer to fly, you need lots of RAM. Anyway, the RAM chip only cost me about 12 bucks plus shipping, for 256 MB, so it was cheap. Cheap enough…much cheaper than getting it new. Hey it works…who’s to complain?

So I haven’t really been up to much… spending too much time playing role playing games on my Palm Treo. Putting invites together for Syd and Shabree’s birthday party, which we decided to go ahead and hold on the 11th of August. Yikes… two weeks to put everything together!!!! I can do it, I just have to stay on top of things, and I’m not good at that. I need something like 40-45 invites, and I think right now I have 20-25… and I’m TIRED of these blasted things already, lol… think I’ll slow down a bit already… they need to be done tonight, but no one said what time tonight, and the girls will probably forget them in the morning anyway, and I’ll be asking myself WHY I rushed!

Oh, since I’m on the mac, I should upload some pictures, shouldn’t I? I don’t really FEEL like uploading pictures though. Woah… I’m BLEEDING on my keyboard. And on the invites. Whoops…well, I am NOT redoing them…it’s only a little bit of blood. On maybe a couple of them.

I’m really tired…it’s only 9, and I feel like it’s midnight. Here is a layout I did, another quickpage. I love those things, but Jerry says they take the creativity out of it… I told him it’s no worse than slapping pictures on a page, adding some journaling and calling it done, which I’ve been known to do (especially when I was first starting out…not so much now though) And I don’t know if I mentioned it, but I finally printed on my new printer, and it printed GREAT. I didn’t do a page, just paper. I’m just looking forward, GREATLY, to doing hybrid scrapping.

Well, I’m going to sign off… so tired tonight. I want to concentrate on these invites, and maybe cleaning or scrapping (what a concept!!!)

So here you go:

Dazed Dahlia

July 30, 2007

I’m getting there. I actually felt pretty good this weekend but my babies were here so I was with them. 🙂

I like this layout but I have to agree with Jerry. It kind of takes away the personal touch. Good luck with those invites. Looks like you are Shabree were having fun. 🙂

silverliningx4

I just dont get you scrap booking people. Its really big around here too. Mainly because thats about all there IS to do. I wish I could get that passionate about something besides going to the gym. But thats more of an obsession or something I MUST do or my day will be ruined. I have such a screwed up head. Thanks for you note. You dont have to know what to say. Just posting the note helpeda bit. Its so crazy to be like this….happy but at the same time incredibly sad…and I dont even know what to do to help myself. I’m so tired of being on the verge of tears every second of the day. I get so incredibly lonely yet I cant seem to let anyone into my life. I think maybe I just dont believe in love or friendship because I’ve never had it. I wouldnt know what it feels like. Its just not there for me…I want it but I dont want it. I know that sounds insane. I feel like I dont do anything right so being happy or at peace is something I dont deserve. I get really scared of these fits of anger I get towards myself over something as stupid as losing my phone or my keys. I truly hate who I am when this happens and I dont know how far my anger will take me one day.

The Good Witch

August 1, 2007

RYN: Thanks!!! 😛

August 4, 2007

Thanks for your note, and for letting me know how it was for you. I’ve reread it many times and theres more I need to get out. Thanks for letting me do that. Most people do not understand. I have a thousand and one things I need to get done today plus I promised Noah I would take him to the pool and I have to do it. I’ve put him off a lot this summer because of my lack of interest in anything.

August 8, 2007

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