Early morning/late night update

Oh my God… I can’t even WRITE. I was trying to leave a note for someone I happened by, and I was at a total loss for words… when does THAT happen? Well, Linda will be here tomorrow morning, so I should get to bed. Sammi’s going to wake up soon, and I’d better have something to feed her with, or she’ll be up every freaking two hours after that… and when I say feed, I do NOT mean just formula… I’ll probably do a bottle w/ some baby food in it, cause that’ll be the easiest, and fill her tummy. That child does drive me nuts, because even with that, she won’t sleep more than maybe 5 hours? Shabree… oh, it’s NOT like she’s the "darling child" because she won’t do a doggone THING for me these days, BUT, she slept 6-8 hours from the get-go…even in the hospital she slept 6 hours… freaked the nurses OUT, lol. Oh, I am rambling tonight something AWFUL… grrr. Enjoy the music… meant to write the other day when I was talking about my music player that my ALL TIME favorite song on that list is Africa, by Toto. I can’t tell you why even, it’s just been my favorite since I was 12 or 13, and I do not easily give up things like that…heck, Garfield is still my favorite cartoon (even more so than Disney, and I LOOOOOVE Disney!!!!), and has been since I was 12. I am SUCH a freak sometimes… but Shabree wouldn’t have her name if I didn’t hold onto things like that, and it’s such a pretty name, I’m glad I stuck with it. NIGHT already!!!!!

I was just thinking though… it will be a MIRACLE if Linda actually comes over…every single time, practically that we plan something like this, she gets sick, and it’s usually "hospital sick" and there have been times when I think, we need to quit making plans… and I also wonder if she’s not doing it to herself for whatever reason…. but I really think she wants to do this, this time, so I think she’ll be here.  Hopefully we won’t stress her out too much… I’ll have to keep the kids down, they can exhaust anyone, and with her heart condition, Linda does NOT need that, but she adores my girls anyway…. no matter what (though Shabree was an AWFUL brat to her the other day!)

Okay… okay, I’m going to bed.