Not feeling like writing

I just don’t have much to say that isn’t complaining.  I forgot my doctor’s appt yesterday, and the soonest they can get me in, that I can do, is April 17th, with the nurse practitoner, not my usual one either.  Otherwise, I would have to wait til May 15th.  I feel so… do I even CARE?  I’m upset that I forgot, but gees, May 15th????   It’s already been about five weeks since I last saw anyone. 
I wanted to go out tonight, I DO NOT FEEL LIKE COOKING, but of course, Jerry doesn’t.  He says we’re going to be going out all next week (though our hotel room has a kitchen, so we don’t HAVE to go out all next week, we could easily eat in) 
I don’t know what it is, I just can’t seem to maintain a good mood.  I was going to write an entry yesterday, but all I could do was write about how much the kids are pissing me off.  I’m super frustrated with Syd and Shabree, because they keep sneaking candy and sweets, Sydni has taken a bunch of my ice creams that I keep specially for Jerry and I.  I had NOT opened the box, gave them one yesterday, and the box had been opened, and a bunch of them were missing.  I KNEW Syd did it.  I checked wtih Jerry to make sure he hadn’t opened the box, he hadn’t.  I finally confronted Sydni, and she confessed.  Jerry’s punishment is that she doesn’t get 5 desserts, Shabree doesn’t get two.  Whch is double what they took, or so they say.  I don’t feel like I can trust Sydni.  She lies, sneaks, and has even stolen 80 dollars from my drawer.  I asked her this morning if she brushed her teeth, she SAID she had, but I didn’t know whether or not to believe her.  I asked her if it felt good not to be trusted, and she said no, it doesn’t.  Supposedly she brushed her teeth in my bathroom, while I was asleep… I am not quite wanting to believe her, because she’s a pretty noisy child, and usually ends up waking me up when she does stuff like that, plus, NOT that she does, but she’s SUPPOSED to knock before she comes in my room.

See?  Nothing but negativity.  I’m feeling pissy and angry, and frustrated, and I’m tired of the kids not listening, not obeying, doing things they know they’re not supposed to,. 

Well, I’m gonna post.  I’m just needing to get this done, but it feels like a chore today.