03/19/2012

I’ve always noticed this pattern, but I thought it was worth pointing out…

I usually only write in this diary when I am overly anxious about something,

and I’ve realized it’s typically the day before I start my period, lol.

Weird.

I’m still hanging out with Ryan. I probably scared him with my hormonal rage, but I think he understands that I enjoy his company enough that I am not going to pressure him into a relationship… And now that I’ve spent a few days with him I don’t feel threatened by that "other girl"…
I mean, he hasn’t left my house since he got here. He obviously thinks I’m awesome and loves my company. I’m not too worried at the moment.

I am however, a little more aware of the expectations and freedom I have. I’m trying not to allow him to consume my life. I’ve been seeing my friends more often to ensure I don’t get in relationship mode too soon.

Schools going well ish…
I’d love a prescription for Adderall, but I haven’t the money to go to a doctor, etc. It’s probably for the best anyway, knowing my addictive personality, I’d probably become dependent.

I start a new job on Friday. I work night shifts at a sandwich shop called Jimmy Johns… should be exciting -.-

Odd Future’s new mixtape is bombbbb. I pirated dat shiz
They also have a new show coming out on Cartoon Network. Deez niggas be blowin up all over, and I liked em before, I so hip…

derp?