So cold

Just want to write down some of my feelings that I have these days. I’m not feeling well these days both physically and mentally. Because of the cold weather, I feel so cold and so uncomfortable. My body is cold, my legs are cold no matter how much I wear. I want to wear a down jacket but it seems to be too clumsy for going to work, and so I gave up finally.

I didn’t have enough jackets, I think I need a warm jacket, maybe a long one so that it can surround my whole body and my skirt to keep me warm inside… I don’t know what I am talking about. Anyway, I just want to say I didn’t feel well these days, I didn’t have much time with my family and I didn’t have much time to really sit down and study which I think I should do. Every night, I just enjoy sitting at the sofa watching my favourite tv drama after shower and you know it is so warm and so comfortable, and when the tv has finished, I want to go to bed immediately without having an intention to do anything else.  I guess cold weather can really make people lazy.

My Japanese learning is fine, it was only the second lesson this week and the teacher didn’t teach a lot, she only revised what we learnt in the first lesson and she is going to have a new chapter new week. So what I have to do is only to revise the vocabulary that she mentioned this week. And for the Putonghua course, this week will be my turn to give a 2 minute talk to the class. I had written what I present long time ago, probably a month ago when the teacher asked us to give a talk. Every week, I practised reading for myself coz I don’t know when will be my turn. But now I know this week is my term, I am getting a bit nervous. I know I am not speaking well, I know my language ability. I couldn’t make good sounds, I know I cannot be as good as the people in the class. Anyway, see how it will be done this Sunday. Wish me good luck!