The end of Easter

Haven’t updated my diary for a long long time.  Now is almost the end of easter and I will back to work very soon.  Tomorrow will be my last day of holiday.  I know my mood will drop to the lowest point.  Hope tomorrow I can fully enjoy myself before the sky turns dark, I am really afraid.  Hope we can do something special and sing out all the worries.

These days, I stayed up at home all day preparing for the Japanese exam.  Revised all the notes and handouts for couples of time.  I will do my best for the exam.  But this week is really hard for me.  I started to dream about my work.  I love my job, I love my kids, I love to teach them but I hate people seeing me how to teach.  It’s sign of distrust.   Whenever I think of this, I lose all the interest in teaching.

Anyway, I should be happy in this month because it’s my month.  I should be happy.  Yes I will try to be happy.