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avoided at all costs. why is that? treading a familiar trail. in every case. someone show me they can be different, that a Y chromosome really doesnt mean you are an asshole. i suppose i just expect too much. just pure simplicity. but with depth, that would be entirely… wonderful.

"see on the silken fringe of his fair eyes –

a tear some dream has loosened from his brain"

surface simplicity. thats all i get i fear.

the world was so wonderful, so daring and bold and gorgeous today. the leaves curled like waves past my feet. warm coffee, and cool breeze, skeletons and ghosts. a secret code, a secret code carved. into my brain.

i like underlining significant sentences… or words in books and putting them back on the shelf. and taking down poetic lines.

i want someone to break my heart, i need to feel that deep tear… so i knowits for real. all of it.

but for once, just once. i want to hear something honest.

that would be nice.

do i ask of much?

it seems so.

love.love