murrr !

i finally get it.

be numb, smile and bite your tounge.

and i cant tell if its all worth it. but i think so. i really do.

i feel as though im just following a screenplay… taking someones role..

playing the part, but maybe this is just me now. i dont mind it one bit.

its so perfect that.. maybe it just has to seem this fake to make sense.

today was DEEP

 -and apparently.. im much more powerful than i ever deemed possible. mhm.

she can read my mind.

pffft. i dont like girls one bit. . .  tricks

so effin fake.

love.love