I’m everything you can’t control

   Ugh. Just ugh. I woke up in pain. Regular awful monthly pain. NOT COOL. Though I’ve taken one of Michael’s muscle relaxers, it has barely helped. Though I’d rather be getting it than getting a kid, so whatever.

So yeah, last night, five years ago we were watching The Descent and then five years later we were eating pizza and watching Teen Mom. Haha. Don’t judge, that show is ridiculous and reminds me why I don’t want to have a kid… or be on MTV. Though afterwards we watched Boardwalk Empire which is a badass show and then ate strawberry cake… all was good. Recently we just discovered that Nickelodeon plays 90’s shows starting at 11. So we watch All That then after that is Kenan and Kel. SO AWESOME.

Ehhh. Fuck. I don’t want school to start. And it starts tomorrow, so I’m really trying to enjoy this last day. I just hope I haven’t made a mistake in changing my degree but, it only took one piece of paper to change my mind so should I want to change my mind again then, I shall.
And I’m gonna have to drive really effing early for like an hour. The only good thing about driving there is I’ll be ten minutes away from Falan, so hanging out will be easier, and it takes Britt only about 45 minutes to get to that area so we can hang out more… walk around the mall and look at stuff we wish we could buy. So so much stuff there is. One day we will be able to though, damnit.

I’m gonna go be as lazy as possible now, and watch more awful tv on hulu, and eat something bad for me. Hooray!

Love,
Amy
 

"There’s still time
Close your eyes
Our love will guide you home
Tear down the walls and free your soul
Till we crash we’re forever spiraling down, down, down, down

Hello, hello it’s only me infecting everything you love
Somewhere beyond the pain there must be a way to believe
Hello, hello remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain there must be a way to learn forgiveness
Hello, hello remember me I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain there must be a way to believe
we can break through."

Have I mentioned how excited I am for Ev’s new album?  🙂