no wallking today

I posted this entry to get my other one moving along it has been changed to private. If any favorites missed it and want to read it please let me know.

This morning I was really tired and didn’t walk/ I lost my voice singing in a powerful service yesterday and now my throat is a lil sore and I’m coughing. Long story short I didn’t go to work. I put in that fo entry and now it’s private.

All day I’ve been thinking I just need a change. I don’t know how or what but I do. I’m still working on my weight and all that good stuff but I ereally am thinkling about lapband surgery. I don’t know. I definitely qualify for it and with this hypothyroid it’s like my weight is not changing for anything. Maybe tomorrow I’ll think this was a stupid idea I dunno.

I think today sitting at home made me restless but not anxious enough to go to work. I didn’t go to work Friday and I called in today and I know that doesn’t look good at all. I gotta snap out of it man.

I’ve never felt sooo uncomfortable in my skin as I have here lately. I think I need to have a one on one with God cause my mind is moving a mile a minute right now and typing out my thoughts is not helping do anything but spur more of the randomnesslessness.

When my brain has straightened out I will surely let all yall know lol.

~He that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down, and without walls.~

Proverbs 25:28

‘I grew up penecostal and I now attend an apostolic church, but I have long ago taken off the denominational boundaries. I’m sick of religion and tradition. I’m more concerned about relationship with God through Jesus Christ.’

~me