must…..continue…..to…….rock…..

Feeling a lil bit sucky today but I must continue to do a good job and fight through the oncoming sickness that is trying to attack.

If I had a brick I’d smack DH with it  He is intent on keeping the house  ‘nice and cool’ well nice and cool has made everybody in the a popsicle and sick. My daughter woke up in a cold sweat last night burning up. I gave her some motrin and let her lay with me and rubbed her hair till she went back to sleep. Yesterday I felt an ear ache coming on so I stuffed my right ear with tissue paper (ghetto version of cotton lol sorry we ran out), by the time I woke up both ears were sore and so was my throat. Daughter temp was down a little. I took her temp this morning and it was at 101.5 and I’m thinking good gawd if that was down what in the world was her temp last night?  Anyway I gave her some more medicine and then I hear My Son sneezing. I’m starting to freak out thinking Lord please don’t let him be sick too. BUt he usually sneezes every morning. I checked his temp and he was fine. I turn the air off cause it’s freezing this morning and ol’ big head waits till I walk away and turns it back on!!!! Talking about, " now babe you know it gets hot in here by the time we get home from work, it’s best to just leave the air on." SO I told him fine I’ll turn the air on before we leave out the house, and I turn the air off.

I had a dream that I was at war with this old white man that was trying to attack my daughter. I got up and prayed for a bit then went back to sleep. Or atleast I THINK I got up and prayed a bit and went back to sleep lol. I really can’t remember.

Another reason I may have to backslap him is because I am getting PAID to sing at my cousins wedding this weekend and my throat is sore. So no singy no payie!  which means I’ll be consuming warm tea (which I hate) and honey and sucking on lemons for the next 3 days.

I went to webmd yesterday because lately my heart has been feeling like it’s gonna come out of my chest it beats so hard when I come up steps. I came across something about one of the side effects of Hypothyroidsm is a slow hearbeat and there is some kind of thing called bradycardia that is a result of this. I checked my resting heart beat last night and I guess it was normal. It was 74 BPm. I still want to call my doc and ask him about this. I felt really dizzy this morning @ speedway getting my coffee. I thought I was gonna faint. I talked to coworker about it because before he was in IT he was an EMT and he is really knowledgeable about this stuff. He says from the trigger words that I have it doesn’t sound like the heartbeat is too slow it actually sounds like it’s fast. And there may be a respitory (sp) infection and the ear ache could be a symptom or  I might need to get a stress test since the chest pains have been pretty consistent lately. He asked me if I’d taken my temp and I told him yes it was 98.0 which I guess is normal but for me a normal temp is normally like 96.5 or 97.6 somewhere around there. He thinks because my temp is normally so low I may actually have a fever but nevertheless it’s best to just call the doctor and talk about it and see if he wants me to come in.

I hate not knowing what’s up when something is wrong with me. Call it hypochondria or whatever but I’m really adamant about taking care of this issue. I don’t play around with my heart………. just made an appointment today so I wil have updates soon.   

And BTW…. I still rock! lol

~He that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down, and without walls.~

Proverbs 25:28